My Heart Speaks

I thought it would be better to be alone
to decide for my own
to make things that I want
to have freedom in everything
sharing things with someone I feel comfortable
pursuing my desire
my dream
my wants.

I prayed for guidance many time
so to decide positively
having to know how it feel
to be neglected.

My prayers had been heard by the powerful one
and gave me what I want.
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath
just to feel emptiness.

I cried aloud realizing how polish I was
gold was in my hands
happiness dwell my heart
but I choose to be empty
and my life to be hallow.